Excited to know your card grades?!

Tomorrow is already our card giving day at UP.I don't understand what I am feeling right now.Part of me is excited,another is nervous and the other is telling me that I should not get my card.I am afraid because maybe I got low grades in the third grading period.Especially in Math A (Algebra),Math B (Geometry),Science A (Biology),and Science B (Chemistry).I don't want to fail in any subject...I am already scared or should I say nervous because card giving is already tomorrow and that is just how many hours away already.Even though I already study harder today I still get low grades.I just can't understand why I don't get to have high grades.Maybe it is just not meant to be.But no matter what we do it is our responsibility to get our card from the teacher or class adviser.The card is very important because it contains our grades,whether high or low,failing or passing,and red marks or not.We should get it so that we would know how our performance was or how we did in that particular grading.If my grades are low then I don't think that mt parents would be happy about it,especially me.But if they know the reason why I get low grades in that subject they would understand.Still I don't want to have low grades because I am very sure that they would be very disappointed in me.I always try but the result is always the same or if there are changes then there would be only a little.What is really wrong?!I am praying that my grades would increase even by little points and not decrease,but I know that grades in some subjects will really decrease.If they do,then I just hope that it would not reach a failing mark.
...Oh Lord,I need help!!!....please...
During card giving,parents and teachers usually talk about the child's performance whether it is good or bad,what had happened to the child's grades,and everything that they need to talk about.Me,I already am happy if I see that my card has no red marks which means that I have no failing marks in any subject.It feels like a thorn was pulled out from you.Getting of the school card would be so fun for my other classmates or for other students if they are confident of their grades.Good for them,maybe this time they already can sleep soundly without any worry because they are already sure that their grades are high.What do you think the reaction of students will be when they see that the result of their hardwork and sacrifices?Of course they would be beaming or overly happy.How lucky their parents are to have children like them.But what about students who get low grades?What do you think is their reaction?Well they would be very sad and their parents would scold them for not studying and doing their best to get higher marks.We all know that it is hard for us to accept that our grades are low but it is also our fault.If only we studied harder then it wouldn't be all in this way.Even though they tried their best but that best was just not enough.If we don't do our best then we end up getting what we did not expect.Those people that get failing marks maybe just does not want to study,or pass assignments or even does not make projects although just very simple ones,then the teacher has no other choice but to fail the child.Parents can't blame the teacher for the action he or she has done,they are just doing the right thing.
So to all the students,just study hard and you will get what you want...good and high grades,and you would also make your parents very proud of you.

GOOD LUCK!!!