When love came...
In my life I was used to being always on my own,left alone by the people.i grew up with a life that was full of loneliness and was a very empty one.Everything really was different back then .Those chapters of my life were the ones I would want to forget.
Then came this particular person who touched my life and left a mark in my heart.When he came along I just felt so different.My life started to change into something I did not expect it to be.It became so colorful and happy.Although there is still a part of me in which I still feel loneliness inside me,there is also another part of me that feels happy,inspired(char!) and contented.When love came I experienced to be hurt in a way that it made me cry,I also learned to be happy and to value everything I have right now and all the mixed emotions that came with it.When you know that someone loves you you would really feel happy.it is because of all the people in the world there is that one person who loves you being you except your parents and God.
I only felt like this only this time.When you care for someone,and you like that someone very much,and that you miss him or her every time you are not together..that is no longer a simple "crush" case as you may call it but a very complicated feeling called love.I really did not expect this to happen so early in my life.At first I felt scared,I was afraid to get hurt and feel all the pain that it would cause to me..but then I realized..God made or created us to love one another and that He let us be hurt so that we would learn.Everything in this world is not perfect and in fact no one is perfect.It is just up to you to see the imperfect person perfectly.You may know that he or she is not a perfect person but in your way he or she is just the person perfect for you.You just need to bring out the best in him or her.
Before,I used to wonder what it was like to love and be loved back.Now i already know the answers to my questions.When you would know that someone other than God above and your parents love you you would just feel happiness especially when you also feel the same way or you also love that person.When you are with that person you feel secure and so much loved and cared for.How nice that feeling really is.As you learn to love you should not give your all or the whole 100% of it,at least leave some of it or 30% of it for yourself so that if the person leaves you suddenly one day,it would be much more easier for you to let him or her go and move on with your life.Just make sure first of what you feel before doing something that you would regret afterwards.When loves comes to your life you should chose whether to take it or leave it to pass trough you or by you.We should not be in a hurry to fall in love the time would just come that you would feel it.Do not look for love let it find you because it really will.Love will always find a way.The right time would just come without letting you know when and who it would be.Just wait patiently. Maybe God is just too busy making the best love story that will sweep you of your feet...